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	<title>Z.A. Maxfield</title>
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		<title>Looking For A Title</title>
		<link>http://zamaxfield.com/2010/08/05/looking-for-a-title/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 05 Aug 2010 23:35:31 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I finally, finally cracked 70K on this DAMNED BOOK I&#8217;m working on. So close to the end I can feel it. Any day now. Time for party.
It&#8217;s going to be longer than I thought, YAY! I can&#8217;t tell you how much I prefer the way I can go into detail in a full length novel. [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a href="http://zamaxfield.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/love-of-books.jpg"><img class="alignleft size-full wp-image-1968" title="love of books" src="http://zamaxfield.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/08/love-of-books.jpg" alt="" width="102" height="131" /></a><span style="font-size: 13.3333px;">I finally, finally cracked 70K on this DAMNED BOOK I&#8217;m working on. So close to the end I can feel it. Any day now. Time for party.</span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: 13.3333px;">It&#8217;s going to be longer than I thought, YAY! I can&#8217;t tell you how much I prefer the way I can go into detail in a full length novel. </span></p>
<p><span style="font-size: 13.3333px;">I need a better title than The Pharaoh&#8217;s Wife/Concubine. Anyone want to come up with one?  The blurb is on the &#8220;Coming Soon&#8221; page of my website, under the stupid title The Pharoah&#8217;s Concubine. Since it has nothing to do with Pharaohs or Egypt or Women, I figure we should come up with a better title. </span></p>
<p>Anyone want to try? Of course, the final word belongs to my editor at Samhain, but hey, she went with <em><strong>ePistols at Dawn </strong><span style="font-style: normal;">when I wrote that</span></em>, which I totally thought she was going to toss the second she got her hands on that manuscript so what do I know? Anywhoo, anyone who wants to help lead me in the right direction can email me at this addy:</p>
<p>zamaxfield@yahoo.com</p>
<p>Put &#8220;Title Suggestions&#8221; or something like that in the subject line. I&#8217;ll take serious or funny because I could use a laugh right about now!</p>
<p>ZAM</p>
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		<title>Because of the Brave</title>
		<link>http://zamaxfield.com/2010/08/01/because-of-the-brave-2/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 02 Aug 2010 00:18:57 +0000</pubDate>
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MLR Press has just announced that the anthology Because Of The Brave has been released in print. I&#8217;m very happy to see it available in it&#8217;s new format! The cover art is slightly different. You can find out more about buying it HERE.
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<h2>MLR Press has just announced that the anthology <span style="font-weight: normal;"><em>Because Of The Brave</em></span> has been released in print. I&#8217;m very happy to see it available in it&#8217;s new format! The cover art is slightly different. You can find out more about buying it <a href="http://www.mlrbooks.com/ShowBook.php?book=ANTHBRAV">HERE.</a></h2>
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		<title>Jacob&#8217;s Ladder Review</title>
		<link>http://zamaxfield.com/2010/07/25/jacobs-ladder-review/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 25 Jul 2010 22:34:44 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>zamaxfield</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Whipped Cream Erotic Romance Reviews gave me four and a half cherries for Jacob&#8217;s Ladder SN3, and I&#8217;m just delighted.

Among other things, the reviewer Cactus said:
As a fan of the author, I’m happy to say Jacob’s Ladder delivers and appeals on all levels. There is romance, conflict, hot sex, tension, and a delicious thread for [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a href="http://zamaxfield.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/06/ZAM_JacobLadder_coverhr.jpg"><img class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-1900" title="ZAM_JacobLadder_coverhr" src="http://zamaxfield.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/06/ZAM_JacobLadder_coverhr-206x300.jpg" alt="" width="206" height="300" /></a>Whipped Cream Erotic Romance Reviews gave me four and a half cherries for Jacob&#8217;s Ladder SN3, and I&#8217;m just delighted.</p>
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<p>Among other things, the reviewer Cactus said:</p>
<p><em>As a fan of the author, I’m happy to say </em><em>Jacob’s Ladder</em><em> delivers and appeals on all levels. There is romance, conflict, hot sex, tension, and a delicious thread for the next novel. This series offers something comforting, sexy, and purely entertaining. You can’t help but sink into the atmosphere and enjoy the ride with these gorgeous men as they figure out life, love, and everything in between. I easily recommend this for both newcomers and fans alike.</em></p>
<p><em><span style="font-style: normal;">For the rest of the review you can read <a href="http://whippedcream2.blogspot.com/2010/07/jacobs-ladder-st-nachos-3-by-za.html?zx=77acda2081907451">HERE.</a></span></em></p>
<p>To purchase the book, go <a href="http://www.loose-id.com/St-Nachos-3-Jacobs-Ladder.aspx">HERE.</a></p>
<p>P.S. Apparently there&#8217;s some sort of contest for Book Of the Week and if you want to vote for Jacob&#8217;s Ladder, Saturday and Sunday July 24/25 only, you can go <a href="http://www.longandshortreviews.com/WC/recentrev.htm">HERE.</a></p>
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		<title>5-star Desert Island Keeper for Stirring!</title>
		<link>http://zamaxfield.com/2010/07/19/5-star-desert-island-keeper-for-stirring/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 20 Jul 2010 00:21:32 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>zamaxfield</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[While I was away on vacation I got a note from Jessewave at Reviews By Jessewave telling me  that she reviewed my book, Stirring Up Trouble and gave it five stars and the much coveted Desert Island Keeper Badge, seen here:
I cant tell you how exciting this is for me! Among other things Wave had [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a href="http://zamaxfield.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/05/stirringuptroublecover1.jpg"><img class="size-full wp-image-1830 alignleft" title="stirringuptroublecover" src="http://zamaxfield.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/05/stirringuptroublecover1.jpg" alt="" width="216" height="340" /></a>While I was away on vacation I got a note from Jessewave at <em>Reviews By Jessewave </em>telling me  that she reviewed my book, <strong><em>Stirring Up Trouble</em></strong> and gave it five stars and the much coveted Desert Island Keeper Badge, seen here:</p>
<p><a href="http://zamaxfield.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/five-star-+-DIK-read-2.jpg"><img class="size-full wp-image-1956 alignleft" title="five-star-+-DIK-read-2" src="http://zamaxfield.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/five-star-+-DIK-read-2.jpg" alt="" width="150" height="105" /></a>I cant tell you how exciting this is for me! Among other things Wave had this to say:</p>
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<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 19.0pt; text-align: justify; line-height: 19.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-layout-grid-align: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: Verdana; color: #343434;"><em>&#8220;Ms Maxfield has written another gem and a winner. Run, don’t walk, to get a copy of Stirring Up Trouble today.&#8221;</em></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 19.0pt; text-align: justify; line-height: 19.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-layout-grid-align: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: Verdana; color: #343434;">You can read the rest of the review <a href="http://www.reviewsbyjessewave.com/?p=26543#more-26543">HERE.</a></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: 19.0pt; text-align: justify; line-height: 19.0pt; mso-pagination: none; mso-layout-grid-align: none; text-autospace: none;"><span style="font-family: Verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: Verdana; color: #343434;">You can buy <strong><em>Stirring Up Troubl</em></strong>e <a href="http://www.mlrbooks.com/ShowBook.php?book=STIRUP01">HERE.</a></span></p>
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		<title>Released Today!</title>
		<link>http://zamaxfield.com/2010/07/08/released-today/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 09 Jul 2010 05:21:22 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>zamaxfield</dc:creator>
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Now available at MLR Press!


To read more or buy Stirring Up Trouble click
HERE
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<h1 style="font-size: 2em; text-align: center;">Now available at MLR Press!</h1>
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<h1 style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://zamaxfield.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/05/stirringuptroublecover1.jpg"><img class="size-medium wp-image-1830 aligncenter" title="stirringuptroublecover" src="http://zamaxfield.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/05/stirringuptroublecover1-190x300.jpg" alt="" width="190" height="300" /></a></h1>
<h2 style="text-align: center;">To read more or buy Stirring Up Trouble click</h2>
<h2 style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.mlrbooks.com/Bookstore.php?bookid=STIRUP01"><span style="color: #000000;">HERE</span></a></h2>
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		<title>Great Review &#8211; Jacob&#8217;s Ladder</title>
		<link>http://zamaxfield.com/2010/06/29/great-review-jacobs-ladder/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 29 Jun 2010 14:56:41 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>zamaxfield</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I got thrilling praise for Jacob&#8217;s Ladder from Night Owl Reviews, and I thought I&#8217;d share it here. It&#8217;s a Night Owl Reviews Top Pick, and the reviewer gave it a very long and thoughtful review. Among other things, she said:
Z.A. Maxfield has a lyrical way of writing that makes it easy to escape into [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a href="http://zamaxfield.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/06/ZAM_JacobLadder_coverhr.jpg"><img class="alignleft size-medium wp-image-1900" title="ZAM_JacobLadder_coverhr" src="http://zamaxfield.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/06/ZAM_JacobLadder_coverhr-206x300.jpg" alt="" width="206" height="300" /></a>I got thrilling praise for <em><strong>Jacob&#8217;s Ladder </strong></em>from Night Owl Reviews, and I thought I&#8217;d share it here. It&#8217;s a <strong><em>Night Owl Reviews Top Pick</em></strong>, and the reviewer gave it a very long and thoughtful review. Among other things, she said:</p>
<p><em>Z.A. Maxfield has a lyrical way of writing that makes it easy to escape into the world that she creates for her characters. I admit that I’m not a fan of the first person narrative when it comes to reading romances. Honestly, I usually avoid them, because I really prefer to know what both my heroes are thinking and feeling. When I read St. Nacho’s 3: Jacob’s Ladder, I wasn’t bothered by this at all. She does such a great job at allowing us to see what the other characters are thinking and feeling through the eyes of the main character, that I found that it really isn’t an issue at all.</em></p>
<p>You can read the rest of the review <a href="http://www.nightowlromance.com/nor/Reviews/Daisiemae-reviews-St-Nachos-3-Jacobs-Ladder-by-Z-A-Maxfield.aspx">HERE</a>.</p>
<p>If you want to purchase Jacob&#8217;s Ladder, you can find it <a href="http://www.loose-id.com/St-Nachos-3-Jacobs-Ladder.aspx">HERE</a>.</p>
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		<title>Terrific Review</title>
		<link>http://zamaxfield.com/2010/06/18/terrific-review/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 19 Jun 2010 04:55:34 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>zamaxfield</dc:creator>
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I got a terrific review for Jacob&#8217;s Ladder from Jenre on Reviews By Jessewave! She had these kind word to say:
For those of you who, like me, have fallen in love with this series, Jacob’s Ladder is an absolute must. For those who haven’t read any of the books in this series yet, it is [...]]]></description>
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<p>I got a terrific review for Jacob&#8217;s Ladder from Jenre on Reviews By Jessewave! She had these kind word to say:</p>
<p><em>For those of you who, like me, have fallen in love with this series, </em><em>Jacob’s Ladder </em><em>is an absolute must. For those who haven’t read any of the books in this series yet, it is possible to read this book as a stand-a-lone, although you will probably want to read the rest of the series once you read this one! I highly recommend </em><em>Jacob’s Ladder</em><em> and I’m greatly looking forward to the next book in the series, as the two men who I’m assuming are going to be the heroes, already intrigue me.</em></p>
<p><em><span style="font-style: normal;">You can read the rest of the review <a href="http://www.reviewsbyjessewave.com/?p=24971">here.</a> </span></em></p>
<p>It&#8217;s a tremendous rush to get a review like this! My thanks to Jenre and of course, Wave, for her wonderful site.</p>
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		<title>And the winner is</title>
		<link>http://zamaxfield.com/2010/06/14/and-the-winner-is-4/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 15 Jun 2010 04:16:09 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>zamaxfield</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Rain! Congratulations, I&#8217;ll be getting in touch.

Thanks for playing everyone, there will be another chance soon!
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<h1 style="text-align: center;">Rain! Congratulations, I&#8217;ll be getting in touch.</h1>
<p style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://zamaxfield.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/06/ZAM_JacobLadder_coverhr.jpg"><img class="aligncenter size-medium wp-image-1900" title="ZAM_JacobLadder_coverhr" src="http://zamaxfield.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/06/ZAM_JacobLadder_coverhr-206x300.jpg" alt="" width="206" height="300" /></a></p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Thanks for playing everyone, there will be another chance soon!</p>
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		<title>Last Chance</title>
		<link>http://zamaxfield.com/2010/06/14/last-chance/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 14 Jun 2010 15:52:37 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>zamaxfield</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[If you haven&#8217;t done it already, be sure to enter the contest to win
an ebook copy of Jacob&#8217;s Ladder, St. Nacho&#8217;s 3.


I&#8217;ll be drawing names Tonight at Midnight Eastern Std. Time
Simply send a note to zamaxfield@yahoo.com
and put &#8220;Contest SN3&#8243; in the subject line.
Good Luck!
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p style="text-align: center;">If you haven&#8217;t done it already, be sure to enter the contest to win</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">an ebook copy of Jacob&#8217;s Ladder, St. Nacho&#8217;s 3.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">
<a href="http://zamaxfield.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/06/ZAM_JacobLadder_coverhr.jpg"><img class="aligncenter size-medium wp-image-1900" title="ZAM_JacobLadder_coverhr" src="http://zamaxfield.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/06/ZAM_JacobLadder_coverhr-206x300.jpg" alt="" width="206" height="300" /></a></p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I&#8217;ll be drawing names Tonight at Midnight Eastern Std. Time</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Simply send a note to zamaxfield@yahoo.com</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">and put &#8220;Contest SN3&#8243; in the subject line.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Good Luck!</p>
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		<title>SN3 Excerpt</title>
		<link>http://zamaxfield.com/2010/06/07/sn3-excerpt/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 07 Jun 2010 16:47:53 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>zamaxfield</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Because some of you asked&#8230;

It surprised me when I awoke and didn’t hear the bus’s engines. I’d coughed a little, taking care to turn my head and press the cough into my shoulder, the very model of good, ethical hygiene. When I dragged my puffy eyes open, I realized that the older gentleman who had [...]]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Because some of you asked&#8230;</p>
<p><a href="http://zamaxfield.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/06/ZAM_JacobLadder_coverhr.jpg"><img class="aligncenter size-medium wp-image-1900" title="ZAM_JacobLadder_coverhr" src="http://zamaxfield.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/06/ZAM_JacobLadder_coverhr-206x300.jpg" alt="" width="206" height="300" /></a></p>
<p>It surprised me when I awoke and didn’t hear the bus’s engines. I’d coughed a little, taking care to turn my head and press the cough into my shoulder, the very model of good, ethical hygiene. When I dragged my puffy eyes open, I realized that the older gentleman who had been sitting next to me had left for parts unknown. So had the girls who sat in front of me. The pain meds had long since worn off, leaving me achy and febrile.</p>
<p>I focused my eyes and saw the face of the bus driver, angry and supercilious at the same time, floating above me. She was a thirtysomething Latina with a pretty face, but the kind of makeup I found theatrical: heavily lined eyes and eyebrows that didn’t look natural. She had a hard look, and she was glaring at me, which exacerbated it.</p>
<p>“<em>Sir?</em>” she demanded. I squinted at her. Apparently I was late for a party I didn’t know about. The light of day was gone, and rain sheeted down the closed windows of the bus. The air inside the vehicle was squalid.</p>
<p>“Yes?”</p>
<p>“Are you sick?”</p>
<p>“I have a cold, yes.”</p>
<p>Her eyes narrowed.</p>
<p>“I just need to take some Tylenol, and I’ll be fine. How much farther to Santa Cruz?”</p>
<p>“You won’t be going to Santa Cruz.” She crossed her arms. “You need to leave this bus right now.”</p>
<p>“Excuse me?”</p>
<p>Her dark eyes flashed. “I have thirty passengers on this bus, Mister, and none of them want whatever you got.”</p>
<p>“Is this because of that flu thing? I was in the hospital this morning, and they let me go.”</p>
<p>“Did you bring a medical release?”</p>
<p>I shook my head. “No.”</p>
<p>“Then you need to get off this bus.”</p>
<p>I turned to look at the other passengers. None would meet my eyes except for the man who’d sat next to me earlier. He looked at me sadly, then glanced away as though something had caught his eye in the darkness outside.</p>
<p>The driver tapped her foot on the nonskid flooring. “I don’t want to have to say it again, but I will. I don’t want to have to ask the passengers to help you off, but I will do that too. Please. Get. Off. The. Bus.”</p>
<p>I stood and edged into the aisle, enjoying the fear that showed in her eyes when I rose to my full height. Nobody knew better than I did what a mess I was. I took a step toward the driver, and she flinched.</p>
<p>“Where the hell are we?” I asked. I could see lights past the window, but they didn’t seem like anything I’d recognize. A sign for a convenience store maybe. An off-brand gas station. It wasn’t exactly familiar. The water rippling down the window glass distorted and obscured whatever the other sign said.</p>
<p>“We’re on Highway 101 in Santo Ignacio,” the driver told me. “This is the SeaView Motel. We wouldn’t strand you in the middle of nowhere, but I’m telling you to get off my bus.”</p>
<p>“I’m going,” I said, walking past her. “Are you going to open the cargo hold of this barge so I can get my duffel bag?”</p>
<p>“I am. I’ll be down in a minute.” She reached under her seat for a container of bleach wipes and handed them off to the old man who’d been my seat partner. He took them from her but held them in his hands as if he didn’t know what to do with them. Or maybe he just didn’t want to do it in front of me.</p>
<p>I disembarked slowly. I was going to feel this day’s adventure for a long time. When the rain hit my skin, it began to dawn on me that I was being <em>thrown off</em> a Greyhound bus. How rich. If I’d thought for a second that finding my lover in bed with three men and then being beaten half to death by his ’roid-sucking, faithless ass had been rock bottom, being thrown off a Greyhound bus had to be below it somewhere. My very lowest ebb’s deeper, fouler, and more craptastic cellar.</p>
<p>I got my duffel out of the locker and watched as the driver boarded the bus. Soon the distinctive growl of the engine ripped through the silence. It rumbled for a minute, and then the bus’s pneumatic doors closed with a <em>psssshhhht</em>, and the bus roared off down the highway. Without me.</p>
<p><em>Crazy.</em></p>
<p>Fucking swine flu. If I’d had it, they wouldn’t have let me leave the hospital, would they? I counted myself lucky I’d only been on a bus. If I’d been with that same crew midflight aboard a plane, I’d be making a spectacularly wet, unscheduled <em>thud</em> on the ground right about then.</p>
<p>I turned to the motel. There was a flickering lighted sign on a pole that read SEAVIEW MOTEL. The <em>V</em> and the <em>I</em> in SeaView remained unlit. A red VACANCY sign welcomed travelers.</p>
<p><em>In you go, Jacob.</em></p>
<p>The doorknob on the motel’s small office turned easily in my hand, but the door was stuck. I gave it a tug and then pulled harder when I realized it was probably because of the humidity. Rain continued to spatter down intermittently. The old man behind the desk was reading <em>USA TODAY</em> and kept me waiting for a minute.</p>
<p>I cleared my throat delicately, afraid to cough in front of someone else that night, lest I have to sleep on the street like I had the plague.</p>
<p><em>Bring out your dead.</em></p>
<p>“I see you. Just a sec,” the man said, not unkindly, from behind the paper.</p>
<p>I waited until the pages rustled and came down to reveal an average face, about sixty years old, with half-moon glasses.</p>
<p>“Holy cow,” the clerk whispered when he saw my face.</p>
<p>Okay, that was going to get old. “That bad?”</p>
<p>“Worse,” the manager drawled. “What can I do for you?”</p>
<p>“I need a room for” &#8212; I realized I’d have to call Daniel, who might or might not choose to come and get me &#8212; “a while maybe.”</p>
<p>“Okay.” The clerk got out a registration form and handed it over. “Our rooms are all nonsmoking.”</p>
<p>“That’s fine.”</p>
<p>“I’ll take it personally if whoever did that to your face blows up my motel.”</p>
<p>I got out my wallet. “It was domestic, so that’s highly unlikely.”</p>
<p>“All right.” The man didn’t bat an eye. “The little woman box professionally?”</p>
<p>“High-fashion runway model.”</p>
<p>“Oh.” The old man’s lips twitched. “Those are deadly; that’s why they hobble them in those spiny high heels.”</p>
<p>I laughed and glanced up. “I’d shake your hand, but I have a cold.”</p>
<p>“I have hand sanitizer.” The man held out his hand. “Carl Lents. I own this place.”</p>
<p>“Jacob Livingston. I…” I stopped talking when I felt a tickle in my throat. I coughed into my shoulder and then took his hand and shook it. “I just got thrown off the Greyhound for coughing.”</p>
<p>“I hope that’s not the high point of your life so far.” Carl’s lively eyes crinkled at the corners.</p>
<p>“Maybe it is.”</p>
<p>The man grinned while he checked my identification and ran my credit card. “Upstairs or down.”</p>
<p>I looked out the window into the motel courtyard, empty and slick with rain. At either side of the parking lot the two-story buildings had long galleries and stairs at the far end. <em>Stairs.</em> <em>Shit.</em> “First floor.”</p>
<p>“There’s an acute-care clinic in town, and it’ll be open at eight tomorrow morning.”</p>
<p>“I saw a doctor this morning at the ER.” Was that only this morning? “I have a cold, and I’m spectacularly beat to hell. Nothing a little Vicodin and some rest won’t cure.”</p>
<p>“If you say so.”</p>
<p>I bent to pick up my bag. “I appreciate your concern.”</p>
<p>“Yeah. Well. Dead people stink real bad.”</p>
<p>I shook my head. “I’ll try not to let it get that far.”</p>
<p>Carl frowned. “Look. If you need something, it’s okay to ask, all right? Call the office if you need…”</p>
<p>I paused at the door. “It’s fine. I’ll be fine, thank you. Really.”</p>
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